mannnnnn what the fuck man not even half way through i started to fuck up not everything last forever not everything is easy but shit every event was sad with barely any people on it still the same shit on school i am dabating if i am deaf or not and i had gone to the doctor and he said that i am not and anyways i hope not i hope i say in good shape and things like that and i fucking hate procratination and i wanna have a blackberry and an ipod or mp3 player man i hope it gets better pls god